I’m starting to love my day :)

It doesn’t mean that I hate my day recently, but my previous semester was the best..
I’m starting to love changes, radical movement and taking risks, you know my last age motto was I hate Monday! But right now, I love Monday.. and I hate Friday 😀

And finally, I considered that Monday or Friday were only the name of days! It would be same all the time, but I make it changed 🙂 sorry, not me but my fresh mind make it changed 🙂

NB: I think my fiancée will ask, which one is the truly me? :))


I heard this song frequently, but I don’t know who is the singer and what the title..
and finally God lets me know, the title is ‘galau’ (confused in Indonesian), I downloaded illegally just now 😀 and I searched it’s video clip..

Oh God, that’s my life 3-4 years ago 🙂 My dad wouldn’t let anybody to date with me or visited me in my home..

But recently I know, he was just trying to protect me from players, with his own way 🙂 but the little me only know that my dad is the most overprotected dad in the world, because the other dad didn’t do the same way to his daughters..

Well, someday we will know.. 🙂



Do you hear me? I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning ’round
You hold me right here, right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I’m lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh


Fortunately, I shouldn’t sailing across the sea to meet you..


With everything happening today
You dont know whether you’re coming or going
But you think that you’re on your way
Life lined up on the mirror dont blow it
Look at me when Im talkin to you
You looking at me but I’m lookin through you
I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you’re not satisfied
And I dont see nobody else
I see myself I’m looking at the

Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again

Oh, I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
but I’m with you when you re all alone
And you correct me when Im lookin wrong
I see that guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pane
I see the scars that remain
I see you Moon, Im lookin at the..

Lookin at me now I can see my past
Damn I look just like my f-ckin dad
Light it up, thats smokin’ mirrors
I even look good in the broken mirror
I see my momma smile thats a blessin
I see the change, I see the message
and no message could been any clearer
So I’m starting with the man in the…


Mirror on the wall, here we are again
Through my rise and fall
You’ve been my only friend
You told me that they can understand the man I am
So why are we here talkin’ to each other again

(so why are we talkin’ to each other again)

Mirror on the wall.

Today, I cooked a meal everybody!

😀 sounds lebay, but it’s true.. really 😀
this miracle happened when there are so many guests came in our house..
my mom couldn’t handle kitchen things anymore, and there is my opportunity to prove my ability.. tadaa!
Firstly, I sauteed some onion until it’s getting brown and smells good
and I put some vegetables such as carrots, beans, and potatoes, I cooked them all until.. em.. *I don’t know when I should stop cooked them all* It’s only by feeling.. :p

and then I put some water into pan, I waited until they boiled together, because I think it’s the only perfect timing to make sure that everything are edible, safely, and healthy 😀

this time, I don’t forget to put salt, pepper and sugar, wait.. emm, which one is pepper? omaigod, I wouldn’t end all of this miracle, just because I don’t know which one is pepper?
and then I remember, that my mom doesn’t like to grind anything, so it must be some ground pepper that she bought from mini market! haha.. Finally, I found you white pepper..

After they all boiled, I turn off the stove.. emm wait a minute, I think there is something left.. emm.. omigosh I forgot to put cabbages and celery, oh nooo! I turn on the stove again, and put them all in my half vegetables soup T.T

My mom checked me in kitchen, and she tasted my soup..
Mom: Did you boiled them all?
Me: Yes, I did..
Mom: Did you put some sugar?
Me: Err.. yes.. why..
Mom: your soup is sweet *with her plain face*
Me: Ok, put some salt then..
Mom: you should try hard to cook some edible food!
Me: >.< everything will be, will be lah mom..

Letters to Juliet

Yesterday, when I watch TV, I found a movie, this movie has been in my hard disk for several months, but suddenly it’s gone.. I forgot where to put or I already put it in the trash bin :p

This movie titled is Letters to Juliet, have you remember? I remember, I ever wrote about this movie in this blog one year ago..
Hmm, nothing special about this movie, it just tell us about how to reach your true love, even though your age is not twenty or thirty-something anymore..

Beside the actress is so beautiful, Amanda Seyfried :* this storyline of the movie shows us that time may pass together for years, many beautiful moments may crush so sweet, but your heart should be in the highest place.. you should not make a decision because of time or moment you have been through together, but listen to your heart.. time doesn’t guarantee anything, sweet moment doesn’t heal, your heart is one of your decision variable to make some good result which may satisfied all the constraints and optimize your objective functions..

A new day has come, if you truly settle with your decision, just believe that God will help you find a way, and make everything easy for you, and that is one of His bless to you 🙂

Err.. I still tell about the storyline of Letters to Juliet by the way :p

Still the moon..

X: Have you sleep?
Y: I still wake up..
X: Look at the moon, it’s eclipse!
Y: I still on the road, just wait me 5 minutes..
X: Ok, I’m waiting you here..
Y: Hey, I already see the eclipsed moon..
X: So beautiful..
Y: He em, but I love the full moon, that we saw days ago, so big and so yellow..
X: I’m afraid we couldn’t see it anymore..
Y: *It’s alright, I always see it in my mind..

Just a kiss goodnight..

This story took a long time, before I could write it in my blog..

Last month I went to my brother’s house in Jakarta, my little nieces grow so fast, Achi the eldest niece not childish anymore, she rarely got a tantrum.. Iza, her younger sister was able to imitate dance and sing like her elder sister 🙂 I felt so happy, happier than the last time I visited them last year..

Let me tell you about Achi, she loves to sing, lip-sync and create dance that suit with the theme song, I believe she will grow up to nice lady someday 🙂 We surprised, when achi perform her own dancing in front of us, and I’m gonna cry! Although I’m not her mom, but I feel that she already make a good achievement.. In her age, I already took a second year of Elementary School, but I think it’s my mom’s achievement 🙂 I didn’t like choreography, or all things related to body movement such as dancing and doing any kind of sport. I hate all those things since I kids :p

Back to Achi, beside her creative talent has increased, her understanding about life is well improved, this is our conversation after praying Dhuhur together..

Achi: Aunty, I heard that you’ll gonna marry..
Aunty: Yes, that’s right..
Achi: Achi really want to hold aunty’s baby.. Achi promises will take care him/her..
Aunty: Wow, Achi already has Iza to take care of, right?
Achi: But, I want your baby.. *Achi hug me*
Aunty: *speechless*

One day, Achi came out with her idea to design a new hijab style, yes you’re right she also took my veil and dress to design, beside her mom’s 😀

Achi: Aunty! Look at me! I wear a beautiful hijab like yours! (actually, that’s mine achi >.<)
Aunty: *try to look surprised* Wow! You’re beautiful, how about put in some brooch?
Achi: Yes! I will! *she puts her own brooch at my veil*
Achi: Granny! Look at me! Am I beautiful?
Granny: No! Too much brooch, and too much color, you look so bad with that dress and veil! How about wear this hijab (the white and simple one). You look prettier when you wear this hijab. Just take it off!
Achi: But, Achi doesn’t like that plain veil Granny, it’s too plain.. (Achi looks sad)
Granny: No! No! Just wear it! And put it off! Granny doesn’t like to see you wearing cosmetic and all those things!
Achi: *she run into her room*

I follow Achi, I guess she will change her veil, and she surely change it.. But..

Achi: *she cried without make any voice*
Aunty:  Achi, are you okay?
Achi: I’m so sad, when granny say that I look so bad..
Aunty: *hold her*
Achi: am I look that bad, aunty?
Aunty: no, granny just trying to make you look prettier, with her style.. eh don’t you know that the beautiful things will only just thing, if you don’t have the real one..
Achi: what the real one?
Aunty: you already have it, don’t you know Achi?
Achi: *she’s not cried anymore* I don’t know..
Aunty: loving your mom, dad and Iza, and playing cheerfully with granny and grandpa, also have some cups of achievement like yours, and always smile.. (sounds cliché and sounds not me T.T)
Achi: so, I already become a beautiful girl without those pretty dress and veil?
Aunty: Those entire things only make you prettier, because you already have it 🙂
Achi: I love you aunty *hug me once more*, but I still want to be a designer..
Aunty: Okey then, let’s start designing with the plain veil..

Iza still be the one of my favorites, because I feel the same fate with her.. but Achi is better than me, when I’m in her age.. a lot.. I ever read, that crying without make any voices is the saddest cry, I felt so sinful when knowing her saddest cry.. I thought it is her first rude rejection from someone close to her, I afraid that the rejection will crack her innocent heart, so she wouldn’t design anymore..

But, recently I think maybe some rejections will make her heart stronger than before, and we couldn’t take care of her heart whenever and wherever right? Maybe, she will easily forget about it.. All we need is just to give her a kiss goodnight, and hoping that tomorrow is better than today 🙂

~ Lady Antebellum – Just a Kiss ~