Archive | February 2012

Special Birthday Present

It was 2 years ago, when this video was taken. My eldest niece (Achi) about 3 year old and her sister (Iza) about 9 month old. This video made by my big brother request, and they gave me the sweetest birthday present  ever. Now, they have grown a lot and so did my big brother :p

Enjoy this video!

My Sassy Girl..

This movie is one of the most favorite movie I ever watched, besides The Prince of Persia :D I ever watched the korean version of this movie, but I’m not touched.. I just love the american version.. The one reason is the girl is beautiful enough compared to the man :D and I guess they would make a pretty family -in a real life- :)

My Sassy Girl American Version

Okay, this headline movie tells us about destiny, I got this wisdom through watching for the ninety seventh times! :D destiny is the bridge you built for someone you love, may be this wisdom will in the contrary with He’s just not that into you movie.. but I definitely agree with this statement. I think you only need to realize when the time to stop hoping or building your bridge, because we still could not reach our goal, if only us who built the brigde in one side, there should be another bridge that built on the opposite side.. that’s why human exist, to save from ourselves, and that’s why the He’s just not that into you movie exist, to save unrequited bridge -eventhough, I still don’t get the wisdom to look from that movie-.

I’ve wrote that, this is one of the life motivation movie, besides The Prince of Persia. I love them both, because they’ve taught me to keep hoping, to keep trying and also praying. That there will a future to face, so I shouldn’t stuck in this crap situation for a long time. I have to move on, nevertheless I should keep on mind about unstable situation that could ever come next day.

Yes, we still have to build that tower bridge, and then we keep praying for the rest. Bridges for someone you love, such as parents, siblings or your partner of life to be. And you should keep your heart open, to save you from yourself, preparing for the worst..

Dida – Takkan Berakhir

Kisah Paku

Alkisah, ada seorang anak, sebut saja Fulan. Si Fulan ini rupanya seorang anak yang suka sekali marah. Setiap ada masalah kecil ia langsung marah. Melihat tingkah laku anaknya, sang Ayahpun berpikir, bagaimana caranya untuk bisa menahan marah anaknya.

Pada suatu ketika, Fulan pulang kerumah dalam keadaan penuh dengan amarah, lalu sang Ayah mendekatinya, dan memberi si Fulan paku. Sang Ayahpun menyuruh Fulan untuk memakukan sebuah paku ke pagar kayu belakang rumah.

Serasa mendapat tantangan, Si Fulan mengikuti apa yang diperintahkan sang Ayah. Ternyata, pada hari pertama ia berhasil memakukan 16 buah paku ke pagar kayu. Hari demi hari pun belalu, secara bertahap jumlah paku yang ditancapkan Fulan ke pagar kayu semakin berkurang, dan pada suatu hari ia berhasil tidak memakukan sebuah paku ke pagar kayu. Fulan menyadari bahwa hanyalah kesia-siaan yang didapat ketika ia marah dan kemudian menancapkan paku ke pagar kayu.

Ia kemudian berkata pada sang Ayah,”Ayah, hari ini aku sudah tidak lagi memakukan satu buah paku ke pagar, aku sudah bisa menahan marah dan mengendalikan emosiku. Sang Ayah tersenyum dan menjawab “Bagus, sekarang setiap kali engkau dapat menahan marahmu, maka cabutlah satu buah paku yang sudah kamu pakukan.”

Lagi-lagi serasa mendapat tantangan, Fulan menjalankan apa yang sang Ayah perintahkan. Ia mulai mencabuti paku-paku di pagar belakang rumah satu per satu setiap kali ia dapat menahan marah.

Si Fulan telah menyelesaikan tugasnya untuk mencabuti semua paku, dan ia melaporkan perkara ini kepada sang Ayah. Sang Ayah bangkit dan berbicara,”Duhai anakku, lihatlah pagar kayu itu. Sebelum engkau memakukan paku, pagar itu tampak mulus, namun lihatlah sekarang, banyak sekali lubang-lubang kecil bekas paku.”

“Ketika engkau marah kepada seseorang, mungkin saja orang tersebut sudah memaafkan kesalahanmu, akan tetapi bagaimanapun juga tetap saja ada sisa di hati orang tersebut yang tidak mungkin hilang selamanya.”

meminta maaf bukanlah hal yang sulit, namun.. yakinkah kita bahwa maaf kita dapat menutupi luka di hatinya??

so..berhati-hatilah dalam bertindak..

–Laa taghdhob..!

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The story behind this movie clip..

This movie clip tells us about how precious the one who truly love you.. I will tell the story from the beginning of this movie, at first my assumption is that the cafe girl and the gasoline boy is seeing and teasing each other. The girl tells that she is admiring a boy, an artist that is shown in the boy’s magazine. And the boy cut out the artist’s picture, and sticks it to the wall, beside the girl’s picture. The girl is so happy in that moment.

One day, an artist came into gasoline and the boy call the girl to ask a signature in the magazine. The artist gives a signature and also his cell phone number. The café girl try to text the artist, and they got into sequence chatting. The gasoline boy is jealous for being ignored by the girl. The boy is outrage, and throws the magazine, moreover the boy picks the girl’s cell phone and throw it too. The girl is sad and leaves the gasoline boy.

2 weeks later, the artist comes again to the gasoline station. He orders a car wash too, and the gasoline find out that the café girl is dating with the artist. The artist gives a newest magazine edition to the gasoline boy, and shows their picture that is taken from red carpet event.. The gasoline boy is sad, and keeps cutting the picture and sticks it to the wall.

One day, the girl found out that she is just played by the artist. The artist bets with his gank, just to date with her for 1 week and leave her. The girl comes back to the gasoline station to meet the boy, and found out that the boy stick her pictures with the artist. She cries and wait until the boy is coming, but the boy seem doesn’t take her back. The girl desperate, but the boy hugs the girl from behind, and they are reunion. So sweet when the boy doesn’t left the girl who betrayed him for a while..

Baim feat. Maryo Jabalrootz – Kau Milikku

Vacation!!!

Starring:
-Raras Tyasnurita
-Erma Suryani
-Feby Artwodini + Suami
-Rully Agus Hendrawan
-Rio Indra Maulana
-Retno Aulia Vinarti
-Irmasari hafidz
-Amalia Utamima
-Amna Shifia Nisafani
-Rizky Riana
-Nanok Adi Saputra
-Arokhi

He’s just not that into you

I really don’t get this movie, at the beginning it told me that I shouldn’t take sensitively for every little things that man do for us -woman-.. But in the end, things go conversely..

The only thing that I got from this movie is human are unpredictable, even you already hold the rule..

Finally, its over…

I think it’s time for me to write some assessment for myself, associated with the way teaching was going on last semester. Last semester was the most hectic semester for 2 years I’ve been lecturing. Can you imagine that I held 5 different subjects in one semester? I never imagine that, because it is super duper crappy thing :D

Forecasting Technique and its Application

This is an optional subject, which is offered to 3rd and 4th year students. At first, this class have about 65 students, but in the end, it only consist of 60 students :D (I success make them back to their own way, even though its only 5 persons T.T). Being a lecturer in an optional subject is not easy, because we should show them the correlation with their undergraduate theses. The main obstacle in this subject is grading, because forecasting is the one of subject that you can define right and wrong. It measured by error rate, and only few measurements that give you a threshold. The threshold is used to make you confidently claim that your forecasting result is good enough to represent the future. But, the students are so easily taught and managed, they are so clever students, I only give them some stimulus and they will look for by themselves.

Data Mining

This is the subject that must be taken by 4th year students. I have to explain concisely to them about various things of data mining technique, because actually this subject should be taken as optional like forecasting technique. But in this semester, this subject must be taught to every 4th year students. I don’t really agree with this rule, but I only can do my best :)

Fortunately, the students have a good behavior, from the beginning I assume that they not understood what I have told to them about Data Mining. But, at the end I surprised that they can do their final project a lot than my estimation. This class has taught me so much, about modifying the way I teach, critically opened question, and how about being nice to everybody. This class is make me proud, because I feel that I totally involved to this class, my emotion, my happiness, my outraged,  and my tears when they keep remind my birthday same with my forecasting class.. Success for your undergraduate thesis guys!!

Calculus

This subject is offered to 2nd year students. I only taught them for the last 3 weeks, its only calculus subject. The challenge to teach this subject is how to bring them think what was the correlation with Information System :D They must think the big picture, not the detailed and operationally one. It was easy to grade them, basic from their correctness, but I’m afraid they only can compute or calculate, but they don’t know how to use it. I hope my fear doesn’t come true.

Database Management System

Same with calculus, this subject must be taught to 2nd year students. I loved this subject when I school. But I have to teach the applied one, in laboratory, so I just only have a little contribution to give them some lesson. One reason why I loved this subject is because the lecturer explains well, and has a good structure lesson. I should learn from him about how to teach well. My bond with this class is not perfectly made, because we only meet about 12 times in a semester.

Advanced Science Management

This subject is similar with Forecasting Technique class, it is optionally given to 3rd and 4th year semester. Its consist of 7 students :D and I only teach them about 3 times about applied use in Matlab. I still need a lot of medication lesson about the use of Matlab.

In the end, I’m glad that I have passed this semester successfully!! Xuxuxu, this is because my colleague had support me well, and sometime they cheer me up when I get stuck with this life :D My special thanks are given to Miss Hanim Maria Astuti (my sister in bone) for always being my side, My truly big brow Radityo Prasetianto Wibowo that always be my talk partner and occasionally my solver and Miss Irmasari Hafidz that inspires me so much :*

Lady Antebellum – Need you now

My watch is already kicked the bucket T.T

This is a story about my lovely tiny watch, you can see the picture below. My watch is like an ordinary watch, only it’s very precious one to me. Why? Because this is my special birthday gift from my mom, my 16th birthday..

watch

My wrist and my lovely watch

Every day, I always use my watch, I feel so sad if I forgot to wear that watch. One day, when I arrived to campus, I realized that I didn’t use my watch, and I went back just to brought my watch back (FYI, it’s only take about 5 minutes from my room to my campus :D , It seems that I don’t need much effort, but I do really love my watch :D ). Another day, when my watch didn’t work appropriately, I just have a big bad mood and as soon as possible to went back to Mojokerto, just to make it work, because I only know where the watch reparation in Mojokerto :p

I also wear my watch when I sleep, cook, wash dishes, take a bath, and many other regular things that I do every day. I just take it out when I do laundry, but right now it’s over :( There is a little story about my watch, when my mom bought that watch 7 years ago, both of us just look for the suit watch for me among the hundreds watch in display window. I still remember the store name, it is SABAR (patient in Indonesian), the seller was a bald old man, my mom has just get a big prize that week, and she decided to bought me a watch. Mostly, my little wrist looks thinner with regular female watch, but my mom found this watch and I can’t say anything except ‘GREAT!!’. I’m so happy, because my wrist is look suit with the watch. The shape is ellipse, and it looks classy, simple and humble. The best word I can say is, this is so me.

This watch is always be with me, in sadness and happiness. Always show me the time, or just make me feel great. Only a few people, that I allowed to hold my watch, not because I keep it tightly, but I only take it out of my hand infrequently. I still remember when the last time I took a new battery for my watch, it is in Carrefour Rungkut, and it gonna be the last I replace a new battery for my watch, I shouldn’t do it anymore because my heart watch is already broken and no one can fix it.

I can’t believe that I cried when I typing this post..

Today, I assume that maybe my watch just need a new battery to make it work, but when I took it to watch reparation, the expert say that my watch is already broken, and no battery can make it work. I just sad, and go back. My mom is always saying that she is happy when I wear that watch until now. Even though I believe that my mom will understand the situation, but I remain sad. Finding a suit watch for me, is not easy, because I must fall in love with that watch and that watch must suit my little tiny wrist and only make it perfect.

Good bye my 7 years old watch, no one can replace you in my heart. Not only because you was special, but all the moment with you were hard to forget..

Melodies of life